first blog post!

greetings everypony. its envya here. idk why im typing like that but this is my first ever blog post fina-fucking-lly...it took me a month to just create this blog page. yea, thats just how slow i am. well, tbh idk what to blog here for my first blog, so ill just share how my summer break is going.

well actually i have about one or two weeks left until my summer break ends, and i have yet done a single thing that would benefit me in the long run like getting a goddamn job...all im doing is staying at home, help out my mom with house chores, isolate myself in my room either playing games/watching uutube/scrolling my phone/sleep. and i rarely go out i stayed home mostly, i only went out a few times like to the mall, to the clinic cuz i was sick LMFAO, to buy food, including a hatyai trip that lasted 3 days 2 nights. yea thats all. i tried picking up some hobbies that i can do at home such as drawing, watching movies/shows, and stretching exercises. but ofc envya always gets bored and wants to find something new to do so i ignored those 3 hobbies that i mentioned (wow such envya behaviour)! thats when i discovered abt neocities (idk how im forgetful i have a memory of a goldfish) anddd now basic coding is my new hobby! woohoo i wonder whats my next one -_-!!... i always be switching smh.

tbh i feel effin guilty for doing kinda nothing during my summer break, i wish i did more, but at the same time im fed up with everything i just wanted some rest cuz all the assignments lab classes yadiyada destroyed me pretty much im so tired. like i dont even wanna do anything besides staying at home to recover or recharge myself. but still i feel guilty. everybody is always doing something, like going somewhere or getting a job, haging out with their friends, doing productive shits...meanwhile im just here doing almost nothing or nothing at all. ugh. i definitely am not enjoying my summer break without feeling guilty. i dont talk to my high school friends anymore ever since i graduated high school two years ago. they never contacted me, and so do i. well i do have a couple of friends that i met from my university (ily guys) but theyre all from different state so we are all away from each other. i miss them but definitely dont miss my uni...thinking about all the things that i have to do when i go back to my campus just makes my head hurts.

yea, thats all i have to say. or maybe not. im lazy to type out all of my thoughts, i wanna save some for next time. or maybe cuz im not good at organising my thoughts im a very stuffy minded person. i need some time to blog again sooooo thanks for reading guys, stay cool as always and be safe out there! good day or nighty to yall :DDDD